Monday, October 31, 2005

http://funnyjunk.com/movies/56/Mean+old+folks/stream
HAHAHAHA. browse around the website too. frigging funny.

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Monday, October 31, 2005

omg. i'm fucking pissed. went to school for nothing. was told that training was at 8.30. so i got to school by about 8.25. no one was there. okay, it was normal. i'm usually ealier. but by 8.35, still no one. wtf. few minutes later, Blackie came. so there was only the both of us.
waited for a while more, then i decided to go home.
and i'm back home now.
i walked in the rain from bus stop to school for nothing. fuck. the rest of the day better be good. it's halloween.

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Monday, October 31, 2005

Sunday, October 30, 2005

tomorrow's halloween. i want to go trick or treating but there's no one to go with. staying over at friend's house should be good, but i don't know who. hmm. i think it'll be a boring day tomorrow.

well, today. today was alright. as usual, went to church, went for lunch and came back. then Ben called me to get over to his new house at Hua Guan. help him unpack and all. he's so lazy. i had to push him to unpack. of course, it didn't really work. so he's still left with boxes full of shit.

i'm so tired.
my back still hurts.

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Sunday, October 30, 2005

Saturday, October 29, 2005

i didn't blog yesterday cause i was too tired. no one reads these posts anyway.

but what happened yesterday was truly monumental. at least for the students of 2.11 Asher 2005. i quote from Peter,"We made the Az cry." we did. wondering who "the Az" is, all i can say is that he's my class' Pastoral Care Teacher (PCT) which basically means he's the assistant class teacher. he's also my PE teacher. throughout the year he's been funny(very rarely), saddistic, angry, kind(seldom) and most of the time, just being himself. we hate him a lot cause of his meaningless methods of disciplining the class, and his saddistic tones. some guy in my class made this friendster account which i found totally pointless. it was funny, but really nothing but crap. anyway, seeing how much we hated him does show roughly what kind of a guy he was. but on the last day of school he did cry. while talking to the whole class about what we meant to him. i must say it was a good speech by him. i found it quite hilarious at first as i was fighting to hold my laugh back, and i did. but then i found it quite sad as it reminded me that my class was splitting up. :(

after all of that, the class split into the various secondary 3 classes we were streamed into. i got into my new class, and saw many faces i didn't like. it was a small class of 29 students. one Singh, 28 Chinese. a bit of a sports class. we have 3 or 4 swimmers, one waterpolo guy, a hockey player, two sailors, one star tracker (ahem) and a tracker/swimmer/rugger boy. yeah, that guy's Alex Chuang. i think there are a few more sportsmen, but i don't really know them yet. i have a feeling it won't be a good year, but hey, i had that feeling last year. then our CT came into the class. he looked like a nice guy, and he actually is. Mr Chua Kock Yong. a Math teacher. i hope he can teach well. i want to do well.
introductions to teachers was over, we had to assemble at the auditorium for some police talk. half of use were sleeping. what a bore.
went to town after school. Marcus had made us wait for nothing. we went to town just to eat, which i found quite pointless. came home with Ben.
didn't do anything much today. just lazed around at home.

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Saturday, October 29, 2005

Thursday, October 27, 2005

shit laaa. we didn't qualify for inter-class. it was saddening. we were dominating both matches but didn't score any goals. i took many shots and ballooned all of them. those that didn't were saved by the keepers. argh. i'm really sad. this broke my perfect medal record in acsi. :( i felt that i let the team down. i could've scored on many occasions. shit.

i didn't bring my PS to school today. i didn't intend on bringing it cause i didn't intend on coming to school. my dad forced me to. irritating la. but luckily Azman wasn't in class today. he probably thinks he's cool. i won't say anymore. i might get expelled. =X

anyway i got this new skin cause i didn't really like my previous one. i don't like dark blogs. this one is bright and quite simple. i love the simplicity

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Thursday, October 27, 2005

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

i'm in a very irritated mood right now, and i'm trying to stuff myself with Lay's potato chips. i don't know why, i just had the urge to crunch on them. so i made a 7-minute walk down to shell to get it. it was nice at first but then it seemed too much and now i can't finish. i haven't even reached half of it yet. where's Ben when you really need him? i don't want this good shit to be wasted.

i went to school with two shoe bags today, both containing soccer boots. they were for inter-class. it wasn't today. it was a good and bad thing. the good thing was, that Nicholas could only play for one of the days. and tomorrow's the day. the bad thing was, Brian has training tomorrow. so we have no Rio Ferdinand. :(
Azman irritated me today. i think he has something against me. it was evident that he was discriminating against me. everyone could do their own thing. everyone except me. i talked to him about it and he just shook it off by laughing. that was the thing that really spoiled my mood. i shan't further elaborate.

we played PS in class today. saved by Raymond. he brought the multi-plug. we couldn't plug the two-pin in initially. i almost broke it while trying to force it into the plug. it was kinda cool in the end, when we got everything hooked up, and we had the thing connected to the projector. haha. played Winning Eleven and Fifa street, was really fun. i feel bad as the others who watched didn't really get chances to play. but hey, it's my playstation.

as i was walking to shell a while ago, i saw quite a few joggers and thought: Singapore is actually quite a fit country. i'm not being sarcastic! but it's quite disgusting to see the way they dress while running. no, i'm not saying you have to look good to jog, i'm just saying that you should at least wear the appropriate gear to jog la. i mean, just today, i saw this guy jogging with a belt, khakis and a handphone pouch. it was as if he were going to work. and a few weeks back, i saw this woman who wore mascara. she looked like shit anyway. but what i really hate most is people who love to wear oversized tanktops, especially if it's a thin person. with the hole so big at the sides, you can see a forest growing behind those puny arms. and it's even worse if you can see his nipple. i have seen people who're like that. all from school. it's really sick. i don't like high socks too, i tend to stereotype people who wear high socks as weirdos. please don't ask me why. i don't know.

i need to save money. to buy Christmas presents. for myself aswell.

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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

argh. i've been called mount Everest today. wtf. just because of that huge, hideous pimple on my nose. i love squeezing them. squeezing is never good. so i guess this is retribution. how am i to show myself in public with this stupid zit? i've had these pimples numerous times, i don't know why i'm so sensitive about it now. i guess it was because that someone really commented on it. i hate it la. i get affected easily by what others say.

we had video shoot today. i have one thing so say about acting: it's tiring. okay, maybe it's partly because my part was concerning running, but it really is. everything must be close to perfect. if it isn't, then you'll have to retake, retake and retake. it's kind of fun, but after a while, fatigue kicks in. other than that, acting is pretty cool.

i'm happy to say that i'm still quite fit, after not training for at least two months. yesterday's inter-house did help a little, which inspited me to stay fit. but i still feel fat after a full meal. in actual fact, people do feel that. but i'm just over-sensitive. at least i think.

Dr Ong (my principal) came to talk to the whole student body today. it was quite scary. after all, i've always felt this intimidating presence when he enters a room. he was speaking about critisizing of the school and the use of vulgarities that acsians use in their blogs. i guess i'm guilty of that. but hey, i was young. still am. maybe i won't blog about those shit anymore, but the stuff that's here is only what i think of life, of everything. that's what blogs are, aren't they, an online space, an online diary for people too poor to keep a written diary. the last part's obviously bull but blog aren't really anything else. unless people want to claim fame and attention by flaming others, posting nude photos and trying to be cool and assuming that using vulgarities is cool. i don't think it is. i've used vulgarities only to express how i feel. like fuck, fuck is a glorious word which can be used to describe, curse and express how you feel. the history of the 'f' word is interesting. i've tried very hard to use the word less, and i have succeeded. i can't remember the last time i said it. besides singing it as part of a song, i really cannot remember.

i didn't play any soccer today, so my day was quite boring. i did go from class to class fooling around, but other that that, it was rather boring. i don't see a point going to school anymore, except that there's inter-class soccer tomorrow. so i'm deciding to bring my PS2 tomorrow. liven up the class a little. i'm such a good prefect. the idea came from the sec 3s, one of the classes i went into, i saw them connecting their PS to the projector. it looked quite fun. i'm gonna do it. :D of course, i must take good care of it. ;)

after school, went to Ben's house. it was boring there too.

OWNAGE TOMORROW>>>>>>>

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Monday, October 24, 2005

it was... i don't know... good? today. okay. today was good. we got back our report slips, and i got a pathetic 21 position. out of 36 students. and i'm going to 3.17. i don't know the class' name. it's just 3.17. my average was 69.1. but since i got into IB i still get what i agreed with my mom. it's good. no more Geog, Art and Bio for me. there's still Lit. :( i don't like writing. taking double Math, double Science (Chem and Physics) and History. found out that a few people are in the same class as i, including Alex Lim and Brian Khoo. but the short fart Joash is in too, with aa few more annoying people. i'm sure i'll get along with them. i hope. i'll be in the same class for two years. two years isn't a very short time.

before we were told what classes we were in, i played a lot. i played a lot of Chinese chess, and somehow, i'm unbeaten. :D haha. i feel like a nerd now. i played a little soccer too. didn't really like. i was playing barefooted and stepping on mimosa isn't very nice.

i'll really miss my class, take this morning/afternoon for example. the class unity wasn't really there, but the spirit was. i mean, i love the company of Nick, Wang, Jia Long and the rest of the group. actually, there isn't really a group, my class wasn't split up. unless you include the Indians who aren't really with the class. i'll miss threatening the class with bookings, shouting at them to keep quiet and of course, share jokes with them. argh. i hope we have a class party. the school magazine was distibuted, and i was featured in a few photos. :)

after school was inter-house basketball. we were the defending champs okay. won the 3 on 3 matches last year. and guess what the prizes were. socks. pathetic socks. HAHAH. my friend got booked for low socks wearing them.
anyway, we didn't really act like champs cause we clearly weren't. there were school-team players in the other two houses that took part and we had none. and our last player (which made exactly five) isn't exactly Kobe Bryant. his name is Bryan la, from Pei Hwa too, and he's a bit on the plump side.
i won't blog about the matches, but i'll tell you about me. this is my blog isn't it.
okay, well, we were playing our final and deciding match, and we had to win it to get the gold. i don't know whether we were leading or not, but as i was about to jump to get the ball, i had a major cramp in my calf muscle. i've had it before, and everytime i had it, it wasn't pretty. so i lay on the ground, grabbing my calf and screamed. haha. gameplay had to be stopped. then everyone crowded around me. i can't really describe it, cause my eyes were closed most of the time. eventually, they tried to help me stretch it off. however, everytime they relaxed it the cramp came back again. five people had to carry me to the sidelines to allow the game to continue. so now Oldham only had four players. we needed one more, just to fill my spot. i obviously cannot be replaced. :P okay, okay, kidding. but yeah, we needed another played. the fucker i asked to stay behind was gone. so we had to ask Henry, one of the prefects organising the games. so they played on, with me still moaning and groaning on the sideline. a few seconds later, i did manage to get up, and tried to stretch it off. i was afraid to get back in the game, in case the cramp came back again. but i did, replacing my replacement. in the end we did win the game, but a very small margin. and the defending champs retained the title. :D
hey, i was hinted to be the Most Valuable Player okay. but the MVP for this competition is only for the top-scorer. that sucks.

i'm going to Vietnam. for OEP next year.

3.17 Malachi, 2006.

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Monday, October 24, 2005

Sunday, October 23, 2005

had a more than average Sunday today. morning was the usual - Cathechism (Sunday school), home, back to church for mass.
after church i went with my dad, sister and grandparents to some birthday party. it was my dad's cousin's son's birthday. his name is Joshua. i think. it was quite funny seeing kids making a fool of themselves. but hey, we all did it. haha. though i don't really remember any goofy thing i did when i was their age, i know i was a goof. haha. i was ugly and dead as a baby, cute as a toddler, weird as a kid, and... i-don't-know-what as a teen. and i realised something too, that it isn't easy being a childcare worker, you have to make yourself look like a joke too, i feel sorry for the people who work as childcare workers. i know i'll never work as that, one thing is because i don't fancy myself looking like an idiot, and another is simply because i'm quite bad with children. i ain't no Micheal Jackson. i quote,"i love children!" haha. i do, but not in a paedophilic way.

i don't know whether i should pick up golf again. it's really boring la.

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Sunday, October 23, 2005

Saturday, October 22, 2005

i had to go to school today. it was for some track thingy. it was conducted by my favourite teacher! :D hahaha. nah, she's just some really good looking teacher. <3
we had some video shoot ;) it was quite pathetic, only three trackers on a 8-lane track, running towards a camera. more people should've come, but it was kinda last minute thing and some people were just camera-shy. i'm not.
but from today's video shoot, i can only conclude one thing: i'm fat, and i'm unfit.
we did just a few starts and i was quite tired, and started to sweat already. i'm quite sad. i don't want to be fat. but then again, there is no coach to push me to train. :( i really don't want to be fat. i feel guilty already, eating so much Jap food today, for lunch and dinner.

after the shoot, i went to Ben's place. played some playstation, computer, then went out for lunch and shop a little. he got his bling earring, i chose it for him. after lunch went back to his place, watched the Butterfly Effect. i still think it's fucking sad. :(

then got back home, changed and went for dinner.

after dinner, came back home and got to the computer to blog.

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Saturday, October 22, 2005

Friday, October 21, 2005

International Baccalaureate. i'm in. i'm not sure how i feel. just that it's neither happy nor sad. i'm just neutral. for me, getting into IB is just for skipping O's. i have nothing to fall back on if i fail this, only PSLE. which is pathetic. it's probably not going to happen, but it's really risky. i just prefer not taking O's. another four years in ACSi. it kinda works for me, i like it here.

i'm neutral for this. but... i'm getting guitar lessons! :D electric of course. now Ben wants to play the drums. haha. just imagine this: Ben hitting on the drumset barebodied. i shouldn't mock him. :P

yay i got into IB and my mom is giving me a few previleges. it's good. haha. okay getting into IB is a good thing.

i went out for lunch with Wang today. had to come back home as we cleared our lockers and i had a lot of shit. really heavy. he bought his rugby boots. as we moved from shop to shop, he somehow left the boots at a shop, and we had to retrace our steps and he found it in some shop. i don't know how, i left before he found them. he bought two pairs of shoes. i didn't like them. haha.

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Friday, October 21, 2005

Thursday, October 20, 2005

you dont miss the water till the well runs dry.

it's true. right now, i'm quite sad. my whole class is splitting up. sure, there were many times i wish i weren't in the class. there were many times when i hated my classmates so much, i started fights with them. there were times when we got so pissed at each other we took it out in front of teachers. but there were also times when we cheered together, laughed together, cheated together, had fun, shared. and i'll miss those times. i would probably get over it next year but thinking about it is really sad. i'll miss you, 2.11. it is as if we won't see each other. but it's really because we won't be together, as a whole class anymore, after this year. i had loads of fun.

it was quite fun today. there was house annual general meeting (AGM) today. i really hate people who do not cooperate. like this guy called kenneth felton wong. he has lots of things to say, but is only just a small fart. all-talk-no-action kinda guy. irritating. he was making wise cracks which really annoyed me, but i tried my best to ignore, and did.
after AGM, went back to class. Shepherd and Betty were there. nothing much happened, i just stoned in class for a few minutes then went out to play soccer during recess.
recess was twenty minutes. but we extended it ourselves by and hour or so.
played lots of soccer. interclass soccer is coming, i'm looking forward to it. :)

Joash is an ass la. two faced. during prefects' camp he was changed. he became a selfless guy who'd die for the school. then, during normal school time, he's this rebel leader, breaking school rules, abusing power. wtf. i have another example but i'm not in a bitching mood right now.

at the end of the day there was some Chinese quiz thingy. i answered a question. two actually, one was correct. :) haha. then the class' soccer team was sitting together. it was quite funny. we were discussing our playing positions. then Clarence went all enthusiastic and all, going into much greater detail, on how he'd shoot and all. discussing tactics and strategies. i found it funny. i kept laughing. :p

i spent a lot of money today. i don't know on what. :(

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

results back today.
yay. Math was moderated. by 16. so i ended up with 89. :D A1. first time this whole year. my Math teaher was proud of me. i guess it's because i've been failing so badly for the past few tests.
A1 for Art. quite pissed. i wanted to use Art to pull my average up. didn't happen.
i can't remember the other subjects. lazy to take the paper out of my pencil case. i had two or three Cs. no failures. :) a few Bs and As.

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

right now i'm really, really bored. i got a new baby cousin! her name is something like Robyn Ashleigh Lui or something like that. unique. but does look Indianish to me. i'm not being racist, just commenting. you have to be careful about blogging. state what you really mean.

school was quite good today, we played quite a bit of soccer. played with 2.9. didn't really like the people. like Qiyang and this fucker called Daniel Wong. he thinks he's damn big la. he probably thinks that if he give people 'the face' they'll drop to their knees and lick his feet or apologise. i swear i could've smacked him in the face to ask him to wipe his stupid face off. i think if i play against him in inter-class, i'd probably get sent off, hurting him in the process. now i understand why Ben had some stupid disagreement with him.

i was quite disappointed at the end of the day. some genius told me that i had achieved high marks for Math. it turned out that i had gotten a 73. A2. wtf. and looking at the answers Shepherd went through, i think i'm going to fail Physics and Chem too. argh. i don't know la. i feel fucked.

i really need to train now. i have fats in my tummy already. the last time i did crunches, my abs hurt like hell. i didn't dare do anymore. :( i'm unfit.

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Monday, October 17, 2005

today is the last day of marking day. so we decided to go out. we went to Sentosa again.

initially we didn't want to cause of Ben la. he thought that the salt water would affect his piercing. Frankie couldn't, he had something on.

i want to get a piercing, but my balls would get cut off by my parents or something. and my sister said she'll be angry with me. not that i care. :P haha. a year ago, (maybe two) my mom asked if i would pierce, cause my cousin did it. and i said no. i really meant it okay! but now i want it. : S


Ben, Marcus, Peter and i met at Coronation Plaza, picked up some groceries including:

barcardi.

we didn't dare buy it at first. we thought we weren't allowed. but we did anyway. we chose some young cashier. haha. we got it in the end. opened one, finished it, broke the bottle. i kept this one. it's only natural cause i paid for it. :D



went for breakfast/lunch after that. we ate curry. sort of concluded that Marcus was blur.

after lunch, got to harbourfront to meet Nicholas. as we were reaching, we found out that he was still eating his $8 worth a chicken rice. so we waited.

eventually he came, and we got unto the bus leading into Sentosa. should've taken a cab, it costed us 3 bucks to get in. we dropped off at the visitors' centre, bought our tickets in. took another bus further into the island, to padawan beach. is that how it's spelt?

we got there, stripped, and had hot gay sex. whoops, i accidentally slipped into Ben's wild imaginations. ;)
nah, we didn't we did strip, and got into the water. it was really cold, as it was drizzling. really nice though. Peter brought his frisbee. fooled around with it. we basically did every typical thing beach goers do. except sun tanning.







we got bored, and wanted to play with our balls. :D
so i went with Marcus to 7-eleven to buy one. we bought a volleyball, and immediately he showed his true skills with a ball.









Ben, who's always 'motivating' us to move, asked us to go across to the island! haha. it looks so good. but it wasn't exactly perfect. the water was really black cause it was water which was quite stagnant, as it was between two pieces of land. well, that's what i think.




we got over there, played soccer and frisbee. ate. tried to play truth or dare.






we smashed a bottle. i did it! Ben tried, and failed. he tried opening it. but couldn't. Peter saved the day. he looks alright what.




we ended up playing volleyball. we tried. but it's really hard to play a 3 on 2 game of volleyball, especially if we didn't have a clue on how to play it. we tried harder! and went back to the main island to play. got very bored of it and switched back to soccer. Peter's a really good keeper. i'm serious! just look at the potential in his enthusiastic eyes!

okay it isn't the best picture. it's okay, he still looks cute here. haha he's the gentle giant. :D

we went to wash up, and got out of Sentosa. Nic took an mrt home, while we all took cab back. dropped at Farrer to take a bus. i had to carry all of Marcus' stuff. cause his parents could've found out he went to Sentosa. he wasn't supposed to. :O i'm really tired. it was really fun today. i'll just leave you with a nice photo of a handsome boy. (watch and learn the power of blogging!)

:)

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Monday, October 17, 2005

Sunday, October 16, 2005

wah lao eh. everyone has watched 'Goal!' except me. i feel like a loser now. supposed to watch tomorrow but Ben had to watch it before me. Peter also. sian. i want to watch it la. not some beach show which concentrates on nothing but hot bods. you dont see any fat people in shows like 'In The Blue' do you? i mean, maybe the baddies are fat and ugly but not the main characters. not fair. bad guys should be hot too. so i can act as a villain next time. :P

i dont want to go shopping tomorrow, i've got not enough dough.
supposed to go sentosa, but i don't know the final decision yet. i don't really feel like doing anything physically demanding such as shopping. i'm too lazy. i'd rather play soccer at the beach and swim or something.

i think our examination results are going to be out on Tuesday. i'm quite worried. i don't think i'll even get 70% and above. i need a 75. it didn't seem so hard in Primary school. argh.

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Sunday, October 16, 2005

Saturday, October 15, 2005

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i'm so free. it's not fun anymore. i want to go to school. there's no school on Monday.

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Saturday, October 15, 2005

Friday, October 14, 2005

argh, Nicholas lost my post. i was about to continue from what i blogged last night, but i don't know what Nic did to it. now it's gone. it was also dedicated to the whore wannabe, who tried to flame me on her blog. she should keep everything, except the bastard part. just remove that and i'm fine with it. accusing me of somethings which i didn't do, it's alright. people do do stupid stuff when they have a face like that, we have to be kind to cut them some slack.

i had loads of fun yesterday, we practically travelled around the whole of Singapore. a group of westside boys with a holland boy and a towner, started off from school. i took a cab with Nic, Thaddeus, Ben and Marcus to Temasek club, hoping to do what i posted in my last entry. swim, pool and soccer. but we accomplished nothing at Temasek. we did play soccer before going to Temasek. when we got there, it was ridiculous. we couldn't swim because we were wearing board shorts. reason was that the pool using chlorine, and the chlorine will wear the colour off. we were quite pissed, but refrained from an argument. Ben wanted to, but we didn't. so we left it as that. we then decided to go Wild Wild Wet. i love that- going somewhere without plans, and nothing to worry about. our exams had ended! and it was still in the morning. we had so much time to do whatever we wanted.
took a train to Pasir Ris. from there, we took a bus. only to find that Wild Wild Wet was closed. we were quite disappointed, having travelled all the way from the west side, to close to the east. Eduard joined us there. we ate lunch there and thought of what to do next. Ben suggested Sentosa. so we went. leaving Thaddeus to go home by himself. i don't know why he didn't want to come.
took a cab to Sentosa. it was fucking expensive. i'm quite happy the driver let us take 4 and a half people. ;) Ben, Marcus and i forgot to bring slippers. we bought some cheap 3.90 slippers from Cheers. it was really uncomfortable and the pading was quite hard and thin. i didn't like them. no one did. we went to a further side of the beach. started playing soccer and swimming. Ben had to have a perfect spot so we went further down, where there were less people. we played even more and decided to tan a little. AND I GOT RID OF MY TAN LINES! i'm happy la. i wanted them off since forever. i still have sunburns on my face, it's quite irritating.
after all that, we took a free bus out of Sentosa. to the market opposite world trade centre. the food there is not bad, i love hawker food.
after dinner we took 61 back home. i thought it was going the right way, until we got to Geylang and i felt that something was not right. we didn't see any prostitutes though, which was quite sad. we got off there, and took a cab back to my place. it was 9 plus, close to 10, and we wanted to rush back to watch 'Lost'. we did manage to get cabs, but seperate ones.
got home, watched 'Lost', washed up, played ps, went online, ordered macs, laughed at some guy's friendster profile. slept at around 5. Marcus and Eduard were pissed, we kept making fun of them both.

i'm so tired now. i don't know why i'm blogging. 8.16 a.m. Nic had to get to school by 8 for training. couldn't persuade him not to go. hardcore towner!
i really should try sleep, but i don't feel like.

mixed.

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Friday, October 14, 2005

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

eat. movie. soccer. swim. pool. eat. play. sleep.

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

I WANT TO PLAY THE GUITAR DAMNIT.
okay that'll be my number one priority for the holidays. then Marcus, Ben, Eduard and maybe Nick and i could play together. :D it'd be quite cool. i'll play lead! haha. i think this is all just fantasy.

wooohooo! last paper tomorrow! i'm quite worried. i'm aiming for a 90. my mom wants a 90. i need it to pull up my average. looks like Geog is not going to do the job. but Math can. i just need to practice. but i'm no doing that right now. i need Math tuition laaa.

1 paper!

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

right after this blog entry, i'm going to take a shower and then study till dinner time. after dinner, i'm hitting the books again till about 11. when i say 11, it means i'll stop an hour or maybe half before 11. i wish had self-control, then i'd have everything else. argh i used to be able to study for 5 or 6 hours non stop, even when there were distractions. now i can't even do that without distractions.

Physics & Chem was totally fucked. all that i had studied (which was minimum) was useless. ugh. that's why i need to score 80 or maybe 90 plus for Geog and Math to pull my average up by just that bit.
Chinese really boosted my morale. the first section was demoralising but after that, it was all very easy. i might have found it easy, but i'm quite sure i'm going to do badly.

i'm praying for an easy paper tomorrow.
i'm praying for a good memory, just for tomorrow.
i'm praying for you, forever.

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Monday, October 10, 2005

i'll be thereee forrr yoouuu.
high.
i'm going to try do well for the rest of my papers. but for Chinese, it's hard to tell. picking questions is out of the question and trying to learn to do everything else is a little crazy.

came back from tuition with Marcus. as we were walking out it was really funny. i laughed so hard my tummy hurt. i think i shouldn't type it out. it's nothing big but embarrassing for Marcus Barcus. see, i'm such a nice friend. okay, i'll stop insulting you. i'll try my very best. :D because i'm in a good mood.

okay, thinking about sleeping late, doing assesments is really scary. i shouldn't think and just do it. i need to pull up my average. after all the papers i've done, i think i'd be lucky if i could just reach 70. if i'm doing 60 plus i'll be gone. either way, i'm going to get a guitar, i don't care.

DONT READ MY BLOG IF YOU'RE GOING TO TYPE THE SAME WAY AS I DO OR WANT THE SAME THINGS I WANT YOU BITCH!

i'm just stating that i hate people who copy people. that's really primary school but it's the way i am - primary school. :)

i had two tuitions, both of which were not effective at all. i didn't learn much, or rather, revise much. i seriously think my EOYs are fucked.

yay i'm going to meet up with my primary school friends. i miss them so much. we've all changed. some do remain as fuck-heads though, but those weren't really with the class la, i shall leave them be. it'd be so exciting to see everyone get back together, telling each other what they're into and stuff. i feel all grown up. haha. but it's just really nice to see how people have changed. i know i have. i just hope it's seen as a good change.

:)
:(
:?

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Monday, October 10, 2005

i'm fucked. i think i just fucked my history. i should've studied. i guess i was too complacent after my term three, i did very well, like 84. now i think i'm going to get 64. wtf. but Chinese was very easy! :D i had lots to write. i wrote close two sides, i think it's a world record. and my formal letter was easy too, except that i left some shit out.

i'm so happy with myself, i resisted the temptation to take a cab back home. i had to watch 6 taxi drive past me. i think my self control is good. hhaha.

see, this is not an emo post. i'm much better now.

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Monday, October 10, 2005

Sunday, October 09, 2005

stupid bitch, keep imitating me. i shouldn't waste my time bitching about you, but i really can't stand it. you're such a bitch.

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Sunday, October 09, 2005

i need an outlet.

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Sunday, October 09, 2005

Saturday, October 08, 2005

life's a fucking bitch right now. and nobody is making it better. not even myself. i really feel like getting away from everything. i'd like to say suicide but no, i will not do that. if i weren't afraid of dying then yeah, maybe i would. i'm trying to be cheerful but sometimes people just shove me aside. i want to talk to them but sometimes they're caught up with something, things they view as more important than me, though those people are actually the people who make my life, my life. i may be just another friend but to me, they are my life. well, this is probably just another blog entry you're reading. after this just forget about it and do whatever you like. you don't have to read this you know, it's a waste of time. you don't have to come here, 3 seconds of wait for the page to unfold is way too long. it takes too much time of your short life. i'm screaming my lungs out but no one can hear me. i drown myself in songs that i can relate to and it's only making me worse. why should i care anymore? maybe i should just start thinking of myself, where i should go, what i should do, all by myself.
don't try comforting me if you don't mean it.
don't talk to me if you don't want to.
don't reply me if it's a waste of breath.
don't call me if it's a waste if time.
don't touch me if you think it's not worth the strength.
don't forgive me if you won't forget what i did.
don't please me if i'm not pleasing.
don't pick on me cause i'm weak.
don't push me if i won't to do it.
don't take advantage just because i'm naive.
don't take me for granted.
don't hear me bitch if you don't want to listen.
don't allow me to take it out on you.
life has always been a bitch, and i just found out.

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Saturday, October 08, 2005

Friday, October 07, 2005

English and Literature were okay. i'm not okay.
i played basketball today, i was all wet. i'm still quite good. :D
time passes so fast, not only when you're having fun. i mean, it's October already! it's seems like just yesterday when i was in Desaru for OEP. i made a slideshow of it, but it was all shit. my first ever slideshow. the photos changed to slow, and the change from one photo to the next was crappy. i'm going to do a much better one. but i need photos or videos! no one wants to take them. :(

listening comprehension was really easy. but i'm still wondering why must they play the stupid Chinese music on before and after the examination. it's so distracting. and the dining hall was really cold, i think my nipples could cut glass.

after listening, we planned on going kap but someone cancelled it. so iahd to go home with Marcus.
he was trying to tune the guitar. but of course, he failed. he thinks his cock is damn big la, taking guitar lessons already. can do anything when you place a guitar in his hands. xp

i'm dreading Chinese, i don't understand the shit that's going on. it's so complicated. i seriously think i'm going ot fail Chinese. having 填写汉字 is much much easier. MOE just had to change it. i shouldn't go on and bitch about them, i might get sued.

check www.rockson.blogspot.com. it's funny in a vulgar way.

fucking tuition.

:(
:(
:(

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Friday, October 07, 2005

Thursday, October 06, 2005

woooohooooooooooooo!
Bio was easy. or as Ben would say it,"Bio was frigging easy, balls!" i really dont know what's up with him and balls, but it's so irritating. in a pleasant way.

i just came back from his place. i stained his pillow. with blood. no, i didn't menstrurate on it, my nose bled. it was a hot day, i bleed easily.

i'm not going to study Lit. who does? it's only understanding. i'm going to end up writing passage-based on King Lear anyway.

The music this morning was really good! i don't really listen to the radio nowadays, only in the car. i hate it when i'm listening to a nice song, or even a favourite, then my dad changes to fucking Blachan Singh, Today Newspaper's sub-editor or something. the guy can't fucking talk properly la. he's supposed to report news in some part of the show, and he really can't speak English. it's a wonder he's the sub-editor. my dad didn't change the channel today though, i think he knew it was good music. :)

oh yeah, i wrote the wrong thing for English! wah lao. i wrote a report instead of an informal letter. fucking hell, i'm going to do badly.

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Thursday, October 06, 2005

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

i'm going to fail Bio, not going to get anything from my mom. not going to get into ib.
just spent a little less than 5 hours of tuition, nothing went into my head except stupid irrelevant thoughts. nothing dirty, just irrelevant.i can't wait till tomorrow ends, when i can stop worrying about anymore shit besides my results. it'll be the last Bio paper i'll ever take in my life. i'm going to do double science. i think Bio is pointless. yes, i does open doors. doors that i will never walk through. so what for?

went to Venezia with Peter, Chuan Yu, Alex, Clarence and Raymond today.Peter and i made lots of jokes about Chuan Yu, haha it was really funny.

here are some pics i took of Ben on the way to Venezia. Ben had to go for tuition.

hao shuaizz orhhzzz. HAHA loook at the retard.

haha rupert!

okay, enough goofing around.

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Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Monday, October 03, 2005

okay i was very bored so i decided to do this, picked it up from some friendster bulletin post.
1. Your name spelled backwards?
yhtomit

2. Where were your parents born?
Singapore

3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
Move Along - The All-American Rejects

4. What's your favorite restaurant?
dont have one. does Just For Mee in my school canteen count?

5. Last time you swam in a pool?
In school

6. Have you ever been in a school play?
yeah

7. How many kids do you want?
2

8. Type of music you dislike most
Techno

.9. Are you registered to vote?
nope.

10. Do you have cable?
yeah

11. Have you ever ridden on a horse?
yeah, but i ride lots of things too.

12. Ever prank call anybody?
yeah, who hasn't?

13. What happened to #12?
nothing.

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
bungee. but i aint no Weiheng

15. Furthest place you ever traveled?
US of A

16. Do you have a garden?
yeah, my mom's/

17. What's your favorite comic strip?
have none.

18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
no.

19. Bath or Shower, morning or night?
bath, both.

20. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
Cheaters!

21. Favorite pizza topping?
meat.

22. Chips or popcorn?
popcorn.

23. What color lipstick do you usually wear?
.

24. Have you ever peed somewhere besides the toilet?
yeah, the drain outside my house.

25. Have you ever been in a talent show?
nope, i have no talents.

26. Orange Juice or Apple?
orange

27. Who was the last person you went out to eat with and where did you dine?
Peter, kap.

28. Favorite chocolate?
a few.

29. When was the last time you voted at the polls?
cannot remember.

31. Have you ever won a medal?
yeah.

32. Are you a good cook?
don't cook.

33. Do you know how to pump your own gas?
no, but i do know how to release gas.

34. Ever order an article from an infomercial?
no

35. Sprite or 7-up?
Sprite.

36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work?
never worked


37. Last thing you bought at Walgreens?
never been there

38. How about at Albertsons?
never been there

39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?
millionaire

40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
no

41. Can exs be friends?
definitely

42. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital?
grandmother.

43. Did you have a lot of hair on your head as a baby?
don't know, i have lots of hair now. ;)

44. What message is on your answering machine?
dont' have

45.What type of shoes do you wear most often?
adidas?

46. What was the name of your first pet?
Ben.

47. What can be found in your school bag?
books.

49. What is one thing you are grateful for today?
my hands.

50. What are you thinking about at the moment?
where's question 48?

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Monday, October 03, 2005

ponning school is bad. ponning school is bad. unless it's me ponning or you're ponning with me.
school was alright today, i hate Azman. i bet he wanks to Grace Kwee. okay, i shouldn't be blogging about teachers, i might get suspended. HAHAHA. okay, i really shouldn't. i take that bad.

i don't like stupid low-budget action shows where the gun shots aren't sync to the sounds they make. and the person being shot leans back and groans in pain before the blood spills out of his body. i was watching this stupid show and channel 5. i think they should close the channel at the times which they play these shows. no one watches them. okay, i did. but it was because i had nothing better to do. rather, watch. MTV was playing some random MVs, E! entertainment had a true hollywood story on Elizabeth Hurley, there was nothing on ESPN. HBO had Changing Lanes which isn't that good, i've watched it before.
i shouldn't even be channel surfing. i'm supposed to be studying. i can't concentrate in tuition, i can't concentrate at home. the funny thing is, the only time i could really study, productively, was in kap with Ben.

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Monday, October 03, 2005

Sunday, October 02, 2005

i think people are just too rash. at least some that i know. i've been trying to keep calm, but if you' so persistant, and keep going on and on about some particular stupid matter, i'll blow too. i'm only human, i have limits.

i'm letting this one go too. i'm sorry okay, i've apologised. i think it's your turn too. you rarely do apologise. i've changed it. you're probably rolling your eyes but hey, you don't want to make up, it's your loss. i'm happy now. actually, i'm neutral. that spoilt my whole mood la okay.
i think your attitude should change too, it's kinda pissing at times. and as i've said so many times, i hate it when people do not say 'please' and 'thank you'.
and i don't like it when people block me, for no apparent reason. just because they're pissed at me? i hate it especially when i'm the one who's actually being blown up upon. it's irritating.

i'm getting vey annoyed. it's best if you stop this shit.

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Sunday, October 02, 2005

it's 00 20. i'm gonna sleep soon. i'm happy. :D
3 more days to 100,
4 more days to EOYs.
damn. 4 days is left, i still hate Bio. i think Marcus is going to do better than me this term. fuck, i hate it. my mom just glanced at this entry, there's no fucking privacy. fuck, now that just spoilt everything.

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Sunday, October 02, 2005

Saturday, October 01, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNIE AND GILLIAN!
they're my cousins and are 14 and 11 respectively. they look as if they're of the same age.
today's childrens' day. i miss having this extra holiday. there's so much i can do withjust one extra day.
just came back from kap with Ben. stupid Ben, i had to leave early cause he wanted to go to church. i think he treats me very badly, he doesn't appreciate me. :( meano.
haha 100 in 4 days. so fast, it's October already. and almost 100 days :)
it's 5 days till the start of the EOYs. i'm only panicking because of Bio. fugging Bio.
that's the only subject which i fear. the other subject like Geog, History, Physics and Chem, i'm either ready for them or don't really care. for Chinese, i don't care. :P i'm going to do badly, my tuition teacher's going to leave me. haha. she said,'A, or else...' i can't do an A. it's like, 70. there's 作文 and 应用文. and the very hard 理解问答s. i'm actually scaring myself now.

:D

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Saturday, October 01, 2005








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